Saturday, September 15, 2007

Game Play

This dream is in bits and pieces. Mostly flashes, feelings - the pictures themselves don't make sense but somehow I know what's going on. I'll describe it the best I can.

Ms. Chai (Avon's District Manager - I know her personally) was panting at the staircase, obviously tired. She complained that her new aide knew nothing about her workload and would like him to try her shoes on sometime. The aide suddenly said, "Why don't you?" from behind a wall. I looked up in surprise and looked at Ms. Chai sheepishly - in a way that you feel embarassed when someone you talked about not only heard but bit back a retort.

Ms. Chai waved her arms dismissively and rolled her eyes.

Suddenly out of nowhere, glass jars were flung or dropped in our way and they broke - pieces of glass flying everywhere and some cutting our skin. I looked down in horror as I realized - that this glass jar contained a virus of some sort that turns me into a vampire.

~~~


I met my vampire family - it's a hierarchy, with this enigmatic man as the leader. I don't know what's his name. Vampire rituals were commonplace and they expect me to participate in one with the leader. For some reason, I acted snobbish and cold. The others were angered by my behavior and wanted to subdue me, so they pressured me to undergo this ritual. It was a sexual act, and as I went to the bathroom to prepare myself... the others were waiting outside.

On the way up the stairs, my mom appeared and she seemed drunken. She giggled girlishly and tried to kiss me, flirting and rubbing with me and I remember feeling that this is completely wrong. I evaded her clutches and went on my way.

The moment I went into the bathroom however, I dropped all act and collapsed against the bathtub. 'This isn't me,' I thought. 'The vampire virus didn't change me completely.'

I climbed in and waited.

They brought in an ugly guy with a potbelly. I was supposed to undergo the ritual with this guy!

Angered, I demanded an explanation. I insisted on doing the ritual with the leader, and the leader only.

~~~


It was dark outside, and I was in a camp with two other guys. I was magnetically drawn to one of them, for some reason. I found him extremely attractive.

I guess I was shy, so I changed channels (this is from playing too much Granado Espada) and went outside. Just to avoid being with him, I suppose.

I saw my husband's team passing by.

Eventually, I came to a place overlooking his tent. There were some words sprayed at the sides, I don't remember them but I know one of them is "ele".

Out of nowhere, his hand closed around my neck from behind and I submitted... it was strangely animalistic - I complied to his wishes and relaxed against him, breathing in his scent. I know he meant me no harm and his scent actually calmed me.

And then I woke up. :D

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